I made this journal solely to get last my last journal off my profile.
I just don't want to look at it anymore.
And no I'm not suicidal anymore.
Just feel like hurting myself. (haha gotcha I'm no emo)
Things are a little better now that SAT's are over.
I'm still a total shut in.
It's practically my middle name.
But what can you do.
Sometimes work is work and lives just aren't an option.
I think what I need is for something big to happen.
When ever I talk to my friends they've always got some big story.
And I'm like 'oh yeah that's great! i'v uhh..."
And then i crack a joke and change the subject.
Cause how many times do you need to hear that a person's up to their ears in work before it dull?
Once.
I keep on saying a boyfriend but I'm trying to be optimistic with out completely reaching for cloud nine.
Haha not really joking but I'll laugh anyways.
Oh so my family's getting a new puppy!
So excited... it's a laberdoodle...
I don't know why but they seem to be the only kind of dog that makes a butt ugly puppy.
So today I was supposed to go up to NY to see my friends but as usual Nicole got a hold of the plans and the whole thing just evaporated.
I was really annoyed cause I really wanted to see everyone.
I haven't seen everyone in total since july.
So i miss them.
Oh well, it was kind of good that i didn't go.
My brain was EXHAUSTED after 1...2... no 7 hours of sat taking.
Yeah i got 50% extra time so i got to sit in ther and take it for 2 extra hours.
Oh it was so much fun you have no idea.
So I'm quite exhausted and going to be soon.
And our heat's back so i don't have to sleep under 5 different blankets tonight.
And i get to take a shower tomoro!